Greyson Bos - 20something (Official Audio)

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Love, Greyson.

Written and Recorded by me.
Vocals recorded by Darren Sher at Omnitone Recording Studios.
Mixed and Mastered by DJ Zardonic.
Photography by Erin Sorbz.

Lyrics:

they bulldozed my jungle gym down to the ground
but i've still be struggling just in a new town
am i a twenty-something, or a twenty-nothing?
this is all just a little much right now

they say "new year, new me"
well not exactly
i'm still sitting here wondering why I'm not happy
watching my peers as they roll right past me
feels like they're leaving me behind
i'm still a mess, i'm still an addict
live alone up in an attic
asking "what the hell is wrong with me?"
i hate to sound dramatic
but I've lost the will to play the game
yeah it's a new year, but me I'm still the same

and I guilt tripped my momma into getting me high
my best friend left for school again, I hate goodbyes
am I a twenty-something, or a twenty-nothing?
this is all just a little much right now

is it because i drink too much?
is it a lack of sex or a loss of love?
or just my waining faith in god above?
is it supposed to feel like this?
or is it just something that i've missed?
is childhood as good as it gets?
cus' i haven't felt the same way since
i feel sick, i feel sorry
feel my grip slowly starting to come loose
but not this noose

i haven't seen the sun in too many days
i've been chain-smoking cigarettes and stuck in a daze
am i twenty-something? or a twenty-nothing?
this is all just a little much right now

this can't be right,
feels like living life's become a chore,
and it's just not all that fun no more

and all the voices in my head say
"you're gonna figure it out, you'll be alright"
and i'm sure i might but...